I Got A Diagnosis!

Hello interweb! I finally got my diagnosis today! I am so excited and RELIEVED that I officially say I AM ON THE AUTISM SPECTRUM! Apparently this new Doctor stated my diagnosis is Autism – Level 1 (formally known as Aspergers) because I don’t need special needs help to do things. I am so grateful thatContinue reading “I Got A Diagnosis!”

On Disability…

It seems no matter what I do to become more independent, the world keeps throwing me more evidence that I will always be an dependent to my mother. It sucks, to say the least. I’ve got two associate certificates and not able to find work in neither field. Haven’t brought up “your career” talk toContinue reading “On Disability…”

Hit Another Roadblock But…

Have you ever wondered when your going to stop tripping over yourself? Every morning I wake up I feeling this since of doom and gloom. I strongly believe I am experiencing the Great Depression (2021 edition) with my business having to close down completely, constant tension with my loved ones and loosing Cameron, my loppedContinue reading “Hit Another Roadblock But…”

It’s a New Year Filled of Introspection

Happy New Year and safe holidays to my loyal readers! Once again it’s been awhile since I’ve published a post, my apologies. Last month I had another massive meltdown that resulted in hospitalization … although I don’t believe the stay helped in the way most people think it would for me. Any whom, I’ve returnContinue reading “It’s a New Year Filled of Introspection”

Failed. Again. Where’s the Lesson?

So yesterday was painful. What I was predicting and desperately TRYING to avoid happened anyway. Had to shut down the business… which utimately means “non chiens pour moi.” Once again to those who are smiling right now, hope that FEELS good. What does one do with nothing but dreams? To me the answer is simple,Continue reading “Failed. Again. Where’s the Lesson?”

How Do You Deal with Being Officially Told You Are Broke?

I’ve been trying desperately avoid this but it happened anyway… hope all the haters, are happy now. Yes, you’ve won today: The tax man told me, I am offically financially broke and might be a good idea to go get a job. Yes I cried and still am, it isn’t pretty. I definitely wasn’t expectingContinue reading “How Do You Deal with Being Officially Told You Are Broke?”

I’m Just So Tired of This BS…

I’ve been trying to stay positive in a world that intentionally finds ways to PUSH every single one of my buttons… once again, another road block. Got an email today stating that I am NOT eligible for Adult Neurodevelopmental Services for Autism Assessment “due to eligibility criteria”… I emailed back and asked for what thatContinue reading “I’m Just So Tired of This BS…”

How I’ve Been Managing Inevitable Meltdowns/ Shut Downs

First, let me be very clear with MY own melt/shut downs… I will ALWAYS have them because that is just they way my body processes stress and anxiety. If one wants to pretend like they aren’t there, than that’s their problem NOT mine. So with that said, let me explain to you what I considerContinue reading “How I’ve Been Managing Inevitable Meltdowns/ Shut Downs”

Salut (Hi), Things Have Been Interesting…

Its almost 6 months since I last wrote, a lot has changed.. and stayed the same. First, I have to admit the depression has in someways decreased. How? I’ve started a new business, taken on online networking, and learning from one of the most resourceful mentor I could’ve ever imagined learning from. I consider myContinue reading “Salut (Hi), Things Have Been Interesting…”

Finally an update.

I have been M.I.A. Why? I really have nothing to say and extremely depressed. However this past Monday, I FINALLY got an update regarding my referal. My Doctor did in fact, send it to the Clinic in Toronto. The receptionist said, in order for my name to be on their 12 MONTH waitlist, they wouldContinue reading “Finally an update.”

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